Out of shape sex...

rollycollysmama

so, Ive been overweight and out of shape for years, I had one relationship that was sexual before I got fat, but even than I had asthma.
coughing is somthing I found myself doing all the time during sex, and also, panting like a effin dog. I know, totally unattractive right, but lets face it, how many over weight out of shape people can have sex...and REALLY have sex, not lay there and take it, but being an active partisipant in sex and not get out of breath and cough or somthing...
Anyway...
I would like to announce that after 1.5 months of working out, I MADE WHOOPY WITHOUT HACKING A LUNG, GETTING TIRED OUT, SWEATING BADLY, OR RUNNING OUT OF BREATH....for nearly FOUR HOURS!
omg.
this is a huge accomplishment for me! I know most people would be like,
"YES I've lost 50lbs and I loook great in my dress now"
Or "my *kitten* looks amazing in these jeans, now that i've lost 20 lbs"
Screw that, I havent felt this more self confident in YEARS!!!
Who would have thought that would have been my huge AHA moment!
Anyway...
Just thought i'd scream to the world, as pathetic as it is. Lol