All the help and Support I can get!! (new life)

shan1590

:flowerforyou: Hi my name is Shanterra Randle... I am a 22 yr old student who writes poetry and music and loves to perform, I have always been unhappy with my weight, when i see me in video's and on camera i get so discouraged looking at my self sing and hop around looking extremly unhealthy...This is new for me, i want something different in my life before i get older.. There are so many health conditions that run in my family and my grandmother recently passed due to diabetes... I need this i need to lose weight and get healthy.. I dont want a quick fix lose 20 lbs and gain 30 back... But i have never had to be diciplined like this, i have never had to control what i eat... and motivate myself to work out... my boyfriend supports me because he has done it..... but I'm going to need a lot more support and help... So today can be the first step of a happier more healthy and ideal life...

I want this bad, i want this.... just need help and support.......