Motivational Reads

SSAHM

Can anyone recommend any good books to help you get in the right state of mind. I find i am so judgemental on smaller chicks pretty much out of pure jealousy. I also accuse my partner of cheating/looking at/or talking to hotter gilrs. (not that he would ever cheat on me its just my 'fat mind' thinking. I wanna get some motivation and self esteem back and get into the right head space so that the happy go lucky girl can come back, the person i was before i gained my weight.