Trying to boost self-confidence 2.0

SugarLungs

Hiya! My name is Stephie. I'm a 20 year old female from Sweden who struggles a bit with my self-confidence and my weight. (: I've been here before and now I'm here again! I'm in my last year in school before moving back home, hopefully with my boyfriend. Last time I was here, I lost quite a few pounds, but when both me and my boyfriend have a sweet tooth, I quickly gained almost all back when I started school again and met him. Looking myself in the mirror makes my want to die a little. Just hide under a rock or something. I feel so ugly and I disgust myself. When I stepped on the scale the other day and the numbers on the display once again showed 152lbs I had enough! Time for another round in trying to get healthy and stay healthy! I want to feel good in my skin and be able to love myself a little more.
Feel free to add me as a friend! It's more fun with friends, than doing it alone!