Somewhat new. Trying to do it right this time. But still not

nickandmiah

Hi, 29 year old mother of 2. Love hiking and being goofy! Been trying for years to get this "baby weight off" sad part is my eldest is 12. I feel ready but then all of a sudden I get these oh f"'@ it thoughts and eat like pig for a few minutes and waste all progress I've made. It's like I can't control myself. I'm considered the strongest person most people know but THIS I can't control. Pray I don't lose hope by tomorrow morning. This isn't who I'm supposed to be. I'm tired if avoiding the world and people because I'm so ashamed of what I look like.

Needed to vent. Sorry. Thanx for listening.