Just can't push myself..

vnmw121212

So I have been larger since I was..let's say 20..and I have done nothing but get heavier and heavier for the last 10yrs. I don't want to be thin, skinny, invisible. What i want is to be healthy...to shop at any store and not have to stare at the window like " do they carry big girl clothes?" I want to kneel without complaining, I want people to not look at me in horror when I jokingly say.. "man I am tired, who's gonna carry me?" I don't want to hurt, I would love to have children, but pretty sure my body won't let that happen at my current weight. I need people to push me to push myself. I have so many great friends on here and I know if we lived closer they would we knocking on my door..lol I just need support i guess, lots of changes happening very quickly but I want them to keep changing in the positive direction they have been. Thanks for reading my whine fest! Add me if you like.

MdmAcolyte

I have a fitness model I look to when I have "FML, the world is falling down around me" days... Sarah Reinertsen... The woman has ONE LEG and competes in triathlons... So, if she can get up and go do that, I can get up and go do something too. I hope this helps!!

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sarah_Reinertsen

KendraElmendorf

Hey mama ;-) I will be sure to try to text you everyday to see how you are doing and to see how the eating and working out is going! I will do my best to help you out from all the way over here!