Need some help!!

Life has be throwing many curve balls these last couple of months I started my journey about six months ago managed to lose 20 pounds ......and everything started taking a turn for the worst losing job,money tight, and my family lost both of our beautiful dogs. I went back to not paying attention what I was doing and gain all the weight back plus more!!! I know I have to do this for myself and my two kids!!! But I as really hoping to find new friends that will help me get back on track !!!!! :)