UGH.......When is it going to come off!!!!!!

fatgottago

Good Morning! Well, it doesn't feel like such a good morning to me. Here it is already MAY and I am still FAT! I am so sick of this! I know I have not been giving it 100% but I feel like April I was at a stand still. I lost 2 pounds the entire month of April. I guess I needed it because when May rolled around and I realized that it was 9 more weeks till my vacation in Destin I started getting busy! I have been trying to walk around 2.5 miles this week. I jog/walk part of the way back but my knees and back are killing me! I need to lose 23 more pounds to be in onderland.

What can I do to break this barrier? How can I start getting the weight to start coming off again? Do I need to add more calories than 1200, or should I eat just lean and green?????? I can't afford to really buy groceries right now so I eat what I can and stay within 1200 calories.

I just feel really depressed cause I just know I am still going to look terrible in a swimsuit AGAIN!!!!!!! I am so tired of disappointing myself year after year. I am on the verge of going to the doctor and getting some diet pills.

Help...