Where would you go if you were at your ideal weight?

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  • amandavictoria80
    amandavictoria80 Posts: 734 Member
    To the beach!!!
    I have always loved the beach and the water but have avoided going for 8 years. My kids want to go so badly every summer but I just don't have the confidence or ability to mentally survive that.
    It's not only the fact that I would feel gross and embarrassed in a bathing suit, but it's how crushed I feel when I see other thin woman who look great. ESPECIALLY if my fiance is with us. It's as if I don't want him reminded, with me present, what he could have and what I could look like. It's kind of a 'he knows that I know' type of feeling and it's humiliating.

    It's debilitates me emotionally and I can't deal.

    By the way, any advice on this would be welcomed. :)

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