Just wanting to Love myself

sissyrose10706

I have always had problems with my body. In other words I have always hated it. And my goal now is to just love it no matter my size. I know that when I was in high school ( I am 24 now with 3 kids) that the one time I ever felt good about myself was while I was in athletics, because I am a competitive person, and I was able to push myself. And right now I weight 228, Ive gained like 90 pounds since high school, but I don't even want to worry about diet so much as just working about again. Just getting that natural high from going above and beyond, what I thought I could do. And when I was in school I was able to do so much, but now my body is crap, so I have to work back up to it but today I did 90 mins of working out. 1 hour of Zumba on wii and that was 920 cals and 30 mins of jillian micheals yoga meltdown, and to be honest I actually feel good about myself today. Does anyone think this is crazy.

jeyko

Not crazy at all! The hardest part of this journey for me has even trying to change how I think of myself. And trying to see the change in myself, as Dr. Phil would say, i need to change my inner dialogue. I love how I feel after a good workout! That feeling keeps me motivated to do more.