New...seeking support

Hello everyone, I'm new to this website :) I'm already quite experienced with tracking calories and what not, so this is nothing new to me. But I'm struggling with food...very bad. I'm in great shape and love working out and eating healthy. But for some reason, I have a terrible mental relationship with food. I'm terrified that I may be developing an eating disorder. I was just hoping to make friends on here who are facing a similar struggle.