Back again

funkylemur

Hi Im Jules, Im back on here after a long break of what seems like forever, it was about 2010 - I lost roughly 2 stone 3 pounds (31 pounds) using this as a tool to keep myself from straying or snacking , and also to monitor the weight loss and exercise part of things.

Now its 2012, Ive put that 31 pounds back on ( and a little bit more), Im unfit and fed up of looking in the mirror and hating what I see each day. Clothes look awful, feel tight, dont fit, its a nightmare and on photos I look like a giant beast next to everyone. Its getting me down and I need to get out of the diet, no diet cycle

Ganners

I feel like im always falling off the diet wagon!! One day I will be sooooo good, the next i binge and eat loads of rubbish or a takeaway or something... Its a hard battle that some people find harder than others, just keep on going and try not to beat yourself up about weight gain or slipping up.

i actually havent weighed myself for over a year because I am too scared of what the number might say. I dont know if i have put on weight or not but my measurments are still the same so i am hoping i havent. I get so scared of going on the scales but i know i will have to soon or i just wont ever know what i weigh!! Do you ever feel this way? Its like a little number means so so much, and i know if i weighed more than i thought i did then i would be devastated. At the moment i think i am about 11 stone 5.......but thats just me guessing!

xxx

TinaHumphries

You could have just ignored it and carried on feeling the way you do but you haven't.

Good on you for coming back

:drinker: