Welcome to my 2 personalities

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Hello everyone from Mrs Goodeater and Mrs Badeater. These are my 2 personalities, we live together but not in harmony. I love them both when I am them but hate them both when I'm in the other personality!
This is a bit of a joke but I really do suffer from having both these 'food' identities!! When I'm bad I'm really bad, binge, binge, binge but when I'm being good I'm actually very motivated, exercise well and feel good about myself......but why does Mrs Badeater suddenly appear to ruin it all.......I'm sure there's a good reason that someone with a psych degree could tell me about.
I've been overweight since having my children but can no longer blame it on baby fat.......they are 23 and 21 years old!!! We're celebrating our 25th wedding anniversary in October and I'd like to be slimmer (12stone to be exact). I've been to all the weight loss clubs and in fact lost 2 stone with WW but just plateaued out......for 2 years!! I now wish to lose 3 stone.......so here goes.........