Back again... new friends?

susjan

Well, folks... this isn't my first rodeo. I've been here before, since 2011 in fact. I've lost 25lbs using MFP and have "let myself go" and am now 1 lb heavier than I was in 2011 when I joined MFP for the first time. Yikes. I've always been overweight (I loathe the term morbidly obese... but it fits in my case) and lost 56 lbs when I was in my early 20's. I just turned 32 years old in June and since that time, I've lost and gained about 26 of those pounds a couple of times. Recently, I've had my 2nd MS scare in 10 years and I've just hit a wall... I feel ready. I know it's not going to be easy (nothing worth having really is) but intellectually I know it's possible. I'm my own biggest supporter and worst enemy wrapped up in one. Anyway, I'm here to make some new friends, lend motivation when needed and gain some on my days that I need it. Feel free to add me if you think we can be supportive to each other.

P.S. My profile picture was taken at my best friend's wedding in April 2012 and I hate it and love it at the same time. It was such a beautiful day but I hate the way I look in my dress. I was probably within 5 lbs of where I am now.

Thanks for reading!