Game Over - Load From Last Save?

LadyAshes

Yup. It happened.
I failed.
But alas I had another life. Quel Suprise!!! (gods i love video games)

So heres the rub. I was a faithful member of this site for over 8 months. I was happy here, met some great people and even started seeing results doing Jamie Easons LIve Fit program. Well around the beginning of May I went on vaca with my hubby and fell off the wagon. I even tried so hard while i was on vaca to eat right and stay within my calorie range and went for a run every morning. So 2 weeks pass and I finally get home thinking that it was going to be easy for me to get right back into the swing of things. And heres where the EPIC FAIL comes in. I got lazy, side tracked, busy, depressed and just down right stopped careing.

SOooo May goes by, as does June and I have gained back the few llbs that I lost. *SIDENOTE* I was never really trying to lose alot of weight in the first place, it was just sad to see it come back so fast * Somewhere near the end of June, I had gotten really low on myself and was looking at my MFP account and looking at a pic I had put up that i thought looked really good and had been proud to put up. Then I saw it... the delete account button... and I pressed it and then imediately regretted it.

It has now been a couple weeks since this tragic event and I have come back with a vengence. As of today I have logged everything I have eaten and started Day 1 of P90X. I am slowly realizing I should always be proud of what I have and now I need to make sure I am held accountable for my actions. I had some amazing people on my friends list before, and if I could have remembered everyone I would have re-added you as friends. So this is a cry out to all my OLD buddies who havent abandoned me and to a whole range of NEW ones I am hoping to gain from this inspirational website. I am here to stay so scooch on down the couch( and or make room in the gym ) and pass me that controller cause i'm gonna whoop some dragons this time around...