In need of some friends!

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Hi. I've been on MFP for a few months but i am in need of some encouragement. I am 5"1 and weigh 165. this is the heaviest i've ever been. i'm usually at a steady 130, but recently i had my newest addition to the family, a sweet little boy, but unfortunately i gained about 45lbs, its not that bad, but i decided to get the depo provera shot while waiting for the IUD (apparently you have to wait until your baby is 4 months before they will insert it). i think this shot is stalling my weight loss. i have been working out since he was 3 weeks old. It has been 12 weeks and i have only lost 1 lb. i work out everyday (currently i'm doing JM's Ripped in 30, for the second time/ I've also completed her 30DS) Recently my husband and i went on our 1st vacation / been together 6 years, and i couldn't believe what i saw in those pictures. The biggest me I've ever seen. Yes, i cry from time to time, i work so hard and i'm still in the same body, so i need a few friends to help me get my mojo back.