Is this me finally realising??

mymission92

http://www.myfitnesspal.com/blog/mymission92/view/do-you-ever-wonder-how-this-all-began-293175
My blog I just wrote, explains everything.
I feel a weight lifted by writing out that, I have never spoke about how i've felt, I always keep it in.

carissaharkins

I really liked this because... it reminds me of what I might be going through right now. Im constantly battleing with myself...being restrictive...then way over eating! I am a normal weight maybe like 5 pounds heavier than I should be. I just never feel happy and I am obsessed with what I eat. And I realized, most days I eat wayyy to little. Sometimes only netting 500-800 cals.

mymission92

Yes, same, that was me like a only a month ago. I'm always tempted to go back to eating little but then I know it will lead to binging. I've been balancing at around 1200 and feel way better. I always struggle with sweat cravings though.

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