If only…

Stephanie08

I could find her again, my friend motivation. She left me almost a year ago and has only paid a short visit here and there throughout the year. She’s an elusive one, shows her face, gets me excited that she’s back and then she leaves me, without warning.

Sometimes I try to tempt her back by making food lists that go uneaten, writing down plans that go unused and promises that tomorrow I’ll get up at a decent hour to walk with her, but I always let her down and don’t show up.

As I write this, I’m having an epiphany – did I lose her, or did she lose me… hopefully she’ll look for me again tomorrow. Hopefully she doesn't stop looking for me...just like I'll never stop looking for her.

ItsMeRebekah

focus on the goals you have already met, and be positive! dont think of shoulda coulda woulda.. you can do it!