Have been doing this for about a week now

mariaelenaismean

And didn't realize how wonderful this all could actually be if I logged on to a computer and checked out the site.

Anyhow, my name is Mariaelena, and I've struggled with my weight for years now. From rapid weight loss to gain, but I'm hoping this time to put my foot down.
At my worst, I was 180 pounds and my 5'1" frame did not particularly carry it very well. I was at a comfortable 134lbs two years ago, and after moving to San Francisco, I've gained an amount of weight that I do not feel comfortable with.
My hope is to lose a little weight, and reprogram how I eat, so that this can be a lifelong success as opposed to a "well that was fun" one. I want to feel CONFIDENT and comfortable in my own skin- something I don't feel now.

I suppose I'm rambling.
Thanks for reading, if ya did!

Ayeshat

Nothing cheers me up more than reading ramblings and i've defo had some 'that was fun moments' even though they weren't fun, they were torturous ridiculous diets... cheers to a new lifestyle and welcome :-D feel free to add me