Nervous/ Excited

So, about six years ago I was in a car accident. I went through many surgeries: one to remove my Spleen and Appendix another to put screws in my Pelvis and many other ones. The surgery to remove my Spleen and Appendix was part of a large exploratory surgery of my whole abdomen. Some complications caused many issues with my healing. I am left with very ugly scars on my Stomach, which is one of the reasons that I didn't see any reason to get in shape because my stomach would still be ugly. BUT about two or three months ago I mustered up the courage to call up a local surgeon whom is highly recommended. Even though my confidence and success has not been hindered, I think I will feel and look so much better once I get this done. I know, once these scars are in the past, I can move forward with my ultimate weight goal of being healthy at 145-150lbs.
I have not had the courage to reveal my burden to people other than my family, but today I think I will (try to) put up these pictures, then post some after surgery pictures and of course the "hit my goal weight" pictures. :)

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I said "try to" because I'm not sure if this will work :)

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