Need help!!! Can't ramp up.

anglbebe

Hi I have a problem. I feel soo lazy to write this. Arghhhh. Need advice, encouragement, someone to move my body for me.

Problem is I know its me. I just can't get with it.
I had lost 100 lbs. from 300 to 200 but now I'm up to 239 I felt GREATTT. But now after I gained the 39 back I feel like a failure. I feel like whats the point, why bother... I know it's a terrible attitude. I have my clothes on that I looked awesome in, hanging up to reassure me that I did it and I keep my big picture on the front of the frige, and I look at my picture of me behind the pants I hoped to get into one day, that I wayyy bypassed. But it isn't working and I am just wondering what everyone else did to get over this. Or what motivated you the first time.

Angie....