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djrabadue

I was always the one that heard "You never gain an ounce! I hate you!" from my family,lol. And for the most part it was true. I lost baby weight easily, and always stayed in the lower 130's which wasn't "skinny" but looked good on me.
About 2005 my life started getting rough. I lost my dad,had my first of 3 surgeries,lost my mother-in-law,and had a daughter diagnosed with bi-polar disorder after attempting suicide.
I turned zombie-ish, and started focusing on all the bad in my life, and let myself eat my way to comfort. I have ballooned to 180lbs.
I blamed everything at first, the being on my back after each surgery,the synthetic hormones,the depression. It wasn't until I started keeping a diary of everything I was shoving in to my mouth,that I realized, it was me doing this to my body.
I have ignored it for far to long and I am here to reclaim my body and well being
I've lost 5lbs so far,and would really enjoy some buddies to help keep me accountable