I'm through with self-hatred!

lulabelle56

Hello from the UK everyone, I'll keep my introduction short... So 30yo, mum to a gorgeous 16 month-old little guy, I put on a massive 77lbs during my pregnancy (even writing it feels unreal) and nearly 2 years down the line, I still a dress size too big. I have always been curvy to say the least, but I had managed to settle at an acceptable size 10 (US size 8) before my son came along, and I just HATE the way I look now. By the way I'm 5'3 so pretty short, any excess weight and I look like a reject from the Hobbit movie.
My tummy is the worst, it is still so out of shape, anything I wear magically transforms into a sack of potatoes; wait, actually, my thighs are the worst... no, my arms...my waist... only my big boobs look sexy lol, but then again wearing a nice top with a little cleavage is hopeless because of all that tummy fat underneath them...
My problem is, I cannot control the way I eat. I'm very much an all or nothing sort of person so it's either I binge eat, either I watch my food intake super carefully. I am tired of my bad habits, I want to find the right balance.
Voilà, that's me for now. I might not be able to check this thread again soon but I definitely will so feel free to stop by to say hello!

sweetandtenderhooligan

hello and welcome!

dont be too hard on yr self! im from the uk, feel free to add me.x


p.s im a shortie too 5 3