I love food :(

newmom4411

I love food and I simply cant live my whole life denying most lip smacking things out there. I keep saying in my head that there is no point in living a few years longer if I have to live a miserable life denying myself what I love. I am 5'2 ,120lbs and 28yrs. I do not look like a fat person but i have lower belly[pregnancy] and to an extend I can hide it by dressing smartly. I have always wanted to get rid of it so that I could wear all pretty outfits out there. But I am not that motivated as before, when I was 20lbs heavier. People here say that kitchen matters more when it comes to belly fat and yet am not able to change my diet to a healthy one. These thoughts have been pulling me down to the point that I stopped being in calorie limits since a month now. I want to find some motivation to get back on track ..plzz help.