trying to get back into it

Roseisadreamer

so i was doing so well, and then recently , over say the past 2 or 3 weeks i've been doing awfully - not excersising much, eating thousands (and i mean thousands ) of calories a day, not logging, being a lazy so and so. now i've put on so much weight i'm almost back into the 160 zone - a place i vowed i never would be again and i'm realy upset about this - until now i've kinda ignored the increase in pounds , but getting to this stage is really dis heatening. only a few weeks ago i felt healthy and unstoppable, recently i've been binging and lazy and unmotivated. i wonder if i wasnt eating enough calories to sustain my goals, and that in the end caving in and binging was inevitable, or whether i am just weak willed and bad at all this.
the compliments about my appearance have gone and people have stopped pointing out how good i look, my acne has returned (whereas before my skin was crystal clear) and i feel pudgy.
sorry, just needed to let it all out