motivational speeches,

Im feeling down because I still have 23 pounds to go to be 120 (prepregnancy weight) and 10 more to my ugw! Although I do recognize that I have lost 23 pounds and im thankful. Im feeling down because even though my husband loves me so much and believes in me , I feel desperate to get to my goal weight because I just love how he used to show me off to all hes friends, he doesnt care if I gained the weight because he tells me all the time, but I love him so much that I want to make him more happy. Therefore to get my hopes up Im on youtube watching motivational weight loss speeches! so far is working just watched 30 minutes of videos while walking on the treadmill.