No pictures for a year!

I have real issues with how I see myself in my head as opposed to how others see me. I am going thru the biggest change of my life, from 246 down to 134lbs. I am not letting anyone see the picture between now, and then. Keeping it a secret on the face book and the few folks that do know wont see it till I go shopping again. I want to suprise my family(lives over 1000 miles away) with the new me. What do you guys think?