OMG fat asian girl here. lol

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I am asian american and overweight. I am trying to lose about 67 pounds more. I've already lost over 20 pounds but now struggling to keep with my diet and exercise. HELP!!
If you're asian or part asian you know the pressure of being skinny. Since you're asian everyone suspects you to be skinny and short. Well I'm short and look like a damn troll lol jk. More like cute hobbit. :)
I've tried having a motivation pic, i have goals set up to when i lose a certian amount of weight I get something, and I've tried a strict schedual. What know AM i IN A FUNK? And if you feel the same tell me what you do.... Thax