Makes me sick...

BioShocked89

I just found out that a man in my town not only had possession of but distributed pornography of babies and toddlers.
They say he worked in a local hospital, and there's only one local hospital that's in this town...the hospital I gave birth to my daughter in, 11 months ago.

I feel sick, I feel like crying. It's bad enough that there are people in this world that are attracted to little children...but babies?!

What the F*** is wrong with people? Why did it have to be this hospital? The one I felt so safe and warm at? The one I felt welcome in, the one I felt safe leaving my daughter with the staff so I could sleep after her birth? The hospital I was planning on eventually having my next child at?

I want to get this s*** out of my head, it scares me so much. Any suggestions to get this off my mind? I'm trying to watch dumb sitcoms to get me laughing, but it's not working and I feel like I want to eat, to make my stomach stop hurting.

oliv2065

I don't know what to tell you to get that off your mind, but the eating will only make you feel worse... Maybe exercise and music?

Brendajo510

Sometimes I just run. Just jog and run it off on an elliptical until my head stops bothering me and all I focus on is my breathing.

paintlisapurple

Errrr...Maybe take up kickboxing and use your imagination of kicking those sick ()&)^(^%*%^$ you know whats rear ends as motivation? Just a thought...possibly pms induced too.

kimosabe1

What a sick mother*****r......It makes me sick because I was also molested as a child. How horrible.....