wishing for a magic pill.....

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WARNING: Pity party :(

Not for weight loss (although that would be GREAT :) , but to reset my metabolism. I know I've seriously messed it up, but every time I try to increase cals, I gain weight. I'm already up 24 lbs from my lowest b/c of trying to increase cals. I feel "stuck". Anyone gotta magic pill ? :wink: