looking for friends with heaps of weight to lose, aussie.

Hi, looking for friends to share my journey with, im a mum of two and i have just started out. Ive lost 3kg so far in my first week. Ive lost count of how many times ive attempted to get healthy, but im hoping this is it! I usualy start to struggle around the 2nd or 3rd week. I need to lose 33kg, for my health. The thing that freaked me out was imagining my babies who r still very young, 1 and 4 without a mother, how can i do that to them. So here it goes any one want to join?