Feelin a bit down :(

GooBeGone

feelin a bit sad b/c my weigh keeps fluctuating around 190-195 but i'm losin inches like crazy... so i should b thinkin positively. but i literally cried this mornin b/c my weight isn't goin down. ppl have commented on how much weight i've lost in the past month or so but i haven't seen any difference until i put on a belt that was too small for me the last time that i tried it on. it now has abt 4-6inches extra. so i know the inches are goin down.

but i'm in the army now. so it's abt weight mostly. if u can't pass weight then u'd better pass tape... i can pass tape that's no issue. but i need 2 get my weight down so that i can run better. we have an APFT (fitness test) abt every 6months. we need 2 run 2-miles under a certain time. in order for me 2 get faster i need 2 lose the weight... besides i want to go airborne also. (yes i wanna jump outta planes lol) in airborne u HAVE 2 pass weight. right now for my age/height i need 2 b at 154lbs max. which means that i need 2 lose 38lbs...