The kick I needed.

This year's been a tough one. I'm not going to give a sob story or lots of excuses, I've just not been focused. I've lost weight, gained a little, lost a couple, gained a few more.

A couple of weeks a go I performed for a competition. It's this video that makes me realise how wide I am.

http://www.muzu.tv/openmic/hayley-waller-open-mic-uk-dewsbury-regional-final-music-video/1583370/

I'm gutted. I paid for this video as a memory gift for my nan and yet I hate it.

One thing I've got from this experience? I need to get back in track! Now!