Young Mother - IN NEED OF AS MUCH SUPPORT AS POSSIABLE

Hey :)
I'm Tiara . I'm 18 turning 19 in November .
I have a little girl who has my heart , she's one .
Yes I had her at a young age but I'm not ashamed . She's my everything . She's a reason why I won't to lose this weight .
After having my daughter I have an obvious weight gain . I has 145 before my pregnancy , 195 at 9months pregnant , my daughter is 1 now & im 190lbs ...
Im depressed .
I shouldn't be this over weight at this age .
This isnt my first time trying to diet . My problem is I dont exercise like I should & my eating habbits aren't perfect either .
I just dont have the inspiration & motivation that I need .
I give up too easily.
So basicly im looking for someone who can not only help me with my journey but also let me help them with theirs .
Someone I could text when I need support .
So let me know your thoughts :)