Dear Me,

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IowaPrincess
IowaPrincess Posts: 274 Member
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Dear Me,

You're chubby, loud, you talk too much, you over analyze,
and sometimes you're down right lazy.
You have let people try to change you.
You have let yourself down mentally and physically.
You cry over people that don't deserve your tears.
You eat your emotions.
You have withdrawn from life in so many ways from being hurt.
You arent YOU anymore.

But dont you worry, I am here and we are going to get thru this together.
We are going to eat right, exercise, and throw on some damn makeup.
Did you lose your curling iron... GO find it!
We are going to remember that woman that you were and by God we are getting her back.
Remember her???
She was beautiful and funny... she was like a candle that people were drawn to.
She loved every part of life and never felt less or insecure.
Dont worry, she will come back... because no one loved her more than we did.

Love you,
:heart:
Me
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  • coliema
    coliema Posts: 7,646 Member
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    You still are beautiful.
  • IowaPrincess
    IowaPrincess Posts: 274 Member
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    Thanks lady :) I wish I felt it like I used to. Time heals all.
  • coliema
    coliema Posts: 7,646 Member
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    You're very welcome :) You will get back there someday, it will take time, tears, sweat, anger and frustration, but you will get there. If you wan't it bad enough, you can do it. xo
  • kenazfehu
    kenazfehu Posts: 1,188 Member
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    I could have written parts of that. Best wishes to you.
  • EdTheGinge
    EdTheGinge Posts: 1,616 Member
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    I agree with ColieMarie especially the still beautiful bit and nice extract/poem/words etc
  • acpgranberg
    acpgranberg Posts: 137 Member
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    Sounds like you are on your way. All my best to you. :heart:
  • skinnynerd
    skinnynerd Posts: 110
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    If it helps, you aren't the only feeling this. :sad:
  • Cindy873
    Cindy873 Posts: 1,165
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    Beautifully put! And you are lovely. :flowerforyou:
  • IowaPrincess
    IowaPrincess Posts: 274 Member
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    Thanks ladies!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    It does help to know I am not alone in my frustrations :flowerforyou:
  • dawg7Sarah
    dawg7Sarah Posts: 1
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    I love this post! I laughed out loud at the part about finding the curling iron. I can absolutely relate to all of these things. Just hang tight and you will get there! You've got the motivation and the spirit! :)
  • WaltSeher
    WaltSeher Posts: 65
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    Dear Me,

    You're chubby, loud, you talk too much, you over analyze,
    and sometimes you're down right lazy.
    You have let people try to change you.
    You have let yourself down mentally and physically.
    You cry over people that don't deserve your tears.
    You eat your emotions.
    You have withdrawn from life in so many ways from being hurt.
    You arent YOU anymore.

    But dont you worry, I am here and we are going to get thru this together.
    We are going to eat right, exercise, and throw on some damn makeup.
    Did you lose your curling iron... GO find it!
    We are going to remember that woman that you were and by God we are getting her back.
    Remember her???
    She was beautiful and funny... she was like a candle that people were drawn to.
    She loved every part of life and never felt less or insecure.
    Dont worry, she will come back... because no one loved her more than we did.

    Love you,
    :heart:
    Me
    What am I the only one here who thinks this girl has cute apple cheeks???
  • IowaPrincess
    IowaPrincess Posts: 274 Member
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    Awe, thank you Walt!!! I am rocking the chipmunk look these days :)
  • madworld1
    madworld1 Posts: 524
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    First, you are stunning & don't ever think otherwise! Second, I can relate on so many levels. We all have to stop beating ourselves up :)
  • IowaPrincess
    IowaPrincess Posts: 274 Member
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    madworld, AGREED.
    Woman are so guilty of being our own worst enemies. :noway:
  • prairiedawg2014
    prairiedawg2014 Posts: 367
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    you are still beautiful....inside and out!! never forget that! you are here to get healthy because thats what really matters.
    you are here for you, not to please anyone else. by the way....did anyone ever tell you that you look like valerie bertinelli??
    i wish you much success in your journey!! you will succeed!
  • ethompso0105
    ethompso0105 Posts: 418 Member
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    Beautifully written! Exactly what I needed to see today...

    PS-You ARE beautiful...regardless of what you see about yourself! :)
  • WaltSeher
    WaltSeher Posts: 65
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    Awe, thank you Walt!!! I am rocking the chipmunk look these days :)
    It's awesome! Reminds me of Sally Fields hee hee!
  • bsuew
    bsuew Posts: 628 Member
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    totally with you on so many things! You are a beautiful lady you will reach youre goals!
  • WaltSeher
    WaltSeher Posts: 65
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    you are still beautiful....inside and out!! never forget that! you are here to get healthy because thats what really matters.
    you are here for you, not to please anyone else. by the way....did anyone ever tell you that you look like valerie bertinelli??
    i wish you much success in your journey!! you will succeed!
    OMG! Thats it!! Valerie Bertinelli!! Oh she's hot too lol! She would have to be she bagged Van Halen for a while. ha ha
  • ImprovingEla
    ImprovingEla Posts: 396 Member
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    I really liked that!
    This poem makes me think you must be a really nice person, who right now has a rough time!
    Hope things will get better soon!

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