RAGNAR chubbies!

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I am running my second Ragnar next week (Las Vegas), and vow that this is the LAST Ragnar I run as a person classified as OBESE. I want to feel worthy of the faith that my teammates put in me. I want to outrun OTHERS and encourage them, instead of the other way around. I am DONE setting the bar low, and accepting a slow pace (11;45ish). I am DONE buying men's race shirts because the women's don't fit me.
Anyone else have any RAGNAR goals or experiences?