Restarting; I hate being a fat frump

Options
I don't even know what to say on here. I'm just mad at myself. My name's Brooklyn and I made a new account. I deleted my other one because I had lost eleven pounds but gained it all back. I didn't have motivation anymore. Now I'm almost nineteen and have a new boyfriend so I want to lose the weight and keep it off. I'm a really negative person when it comes to myself. I try not to be but it's hard. Add me if you want and we can support each other.