I'm not new but i'm back after a while

LunaLoses

I've been struggling with food addiction and had my ups and downs, so far this year i've lost 40kilos but i can't seem to find myself comfortable in my new body....
Depression, stress, work, new city has made everything harder so i am like stuck in this half way where i dont recognize my new body and sometimes things looked easier when i was fatter....
I cant have the real support at home cause when im proud of myself for getting where i am there is always telling me "yeah but you still need to blahblahblah"
I am trying to find people who is or was standing where i am right now and help me get a direction..
I think i've found a passion in spinning, but i love also going to run, i just get demotivated so easily that i can find myself eating high calories at 10am in the morning...pleasE! people! i need to know if this is normal or not....im so eagerly to give up but i dont want to!!!
hope hearing from you very soon! xox iLe...