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angelacasey736

I started on MFP May of 2011. By December 2011 I had lost 68 lbs....just 7 lbs shy of my ulitmate goal! I maintained around 140-145 from that point until the past few months. My family and i moved to a different state and I left my job i had been at for 10 years. I had consistently logged in for 400+ days until my last day at my job.....went out for happy hour and somehow completely forgot to log! This is when things really went downhill. I still logged but slowly became less committed to it. Since moving i am now 23 lbs heavier than what i got to almost a year ago!! Last year i was working out 3 X a day - 5+ days a week. Now i am back to making excuses and hardly excercising at all. I have reset my goals and pretty much am starting over. Today is only day 6 that i have truly been back on track with atleast my calories but it is a huge start for me. I am utterly disappointed in myself for basically self sabatoging all of my accomplishments but its time to re-focus before i do any more damage! I am back to not wanting to do anything or see anyone (family/friends) because they were all so proud of me and i hate that I didnt do well at maintaining. I know there have been many people who have succeeded here and i have also seen many people in my same scenerio - so i guess i am simply reaching out for the support again - it was a HUGE part in what kept me going in the first place. I'd love to hear from anyone who can keep me going or has any advice on staying on track for the long haul!
Thanks for listening