Are there days when u feel like GIVING up!!!!

Sunflowerinbloom

TODAY IS A HARD DAY FOR ME WITH STAYING MOTIVATED AND WANTING TO GIVE UP, I FELT SO MUCH BETTER AS I WAS TYPING THIS, AND MABE IT CAN HELP OTHERS, I WRITE EVERYDAY IN MY BLOG IT HELPS ME STAY FOCUSED AND ITS SOMETHING I CAN LOOK BACK ON WHEN I FEEL THIS WAY AGAIN

Today all I can say is WOW!!! It has been a week since I worked out, not happy with myself at all! Since starting my journey I have not been so tired it was to the point that I could not keep my eyes open so I fell asleep and woke up at 11:00, with no exercise I just felt like today that I was giving up, u know what I usually do when I try to lose weight, I never complete something that I start and I hate that about myself and its no ones fault by my own, and I have to either give up or change it no one can do it for me, all I know is if I give up now I will hate myself when November 2013 comes around and I am still in the same place I was today!!!! When I look at where I am now I have lost so far 24 lbs I have achieved losing 5% of my weight so far, I am 3 lbs away from reaching my goal of 10% which is 27 lbs gone, and 2 lbs to go before reaching my goal of 12 lbs by December 1st so If I look at my mini goals I am so close to reaching them I can touch it, I cant give up I'm doing so awesome and if I don't reach these 2 goals I will let myself down and I just cant let that happen, so I am going to get my **** together because I owe it to myself!!! I have to admit one thing tho I have made such progress because in several journeys before I have never had so many people have my back and I have never written so much in a blog before, I also realize that before when I would write about my weight loss I never wrote about about how hard certain days were or how I would talk since into myself and one other thing when I have been this way before I never reached out for help like I do on these messages boards or from my Friends on MFP so I am proud of myself for that and I know that even when it gets hard and I want to give up I WON'T because of how I am doing this life change I finally make myself accountable!!!! That my friends is how I know I will SUCCEED!!!!