looking for buddies on a 1200 calorie diet!

Hi, I'm Mia, and I am the fattest I've ever been.
I feel really bad because I am 19, and it is supposed to be the time when you feel most beautiful and good about yourself, and instead, I am 160 lbs, and feel really uncomfortable with my body. I want to loose 2 lbs per week, so I am on a 1200 calorie diet. My goal weight is 135 lbs. If anyone wants to be buddies, please add and message me. I need inspiration, so I can loose the weight I need and be able to finally feel good about myself, and I can't do it alone! :)