Here again

God I can't tell you how many times I have been here. Trying to psych myself up to start again. I guess the point is that I am still trying. I am going to blog about it and other things with the hopes that will help me even more.

I am currently sitting at 285 pounds. Five pounds from the heaviest of have ever been but that was just before I gave birth to my son. I need help. I can't seem to stay focus and keep tracking past breakfast. I am so tempted and I find myself eating junk before I even realize what I am doing.

I am going to keep on keeping on though and hope that this is it.

I would love to have some friends to give and share motivation. Please add me .