Going all the way this time!

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Hello, all! I've deleted my old account and started fresh. I'm now heavier than I have EVER been before. I lose and gain, lose and gain, and lose and gain. This time, I'm just going to lose. I have 143 pounds to lose. Is there any support out there for a girl like me? Anyone else out there struggle with a HUGE amount of weight to lose or with losing/gaining over and over?