Starting my new life today!

Hello. I wanted to take some time to introduce myself and hopefully find a couple friends to take this journey with. I am a 49 year old, mother of 2 young adult girls. I have been overweight my whole life but have never been as heavy as I am today. I have tried every diet out there, always looking for that quick fix and have lost many pounds over the years only to put them back on again. I want to start a new life, not dieting, but actually eating right for the rest of my life. I have started to journal my food which is new to me and have also made it public for the world to see, which is very new to me. I joined a gym about 2 months ago but have not been very good about getting there on a regular basis. I plan on attending at least 3 times per week. Plan on taking my measurements tonight. I would like to loose about 90 lbs but am no longer looking for a instant fix but am ready for a long steady journey towards my goal. When I get there I want to stay there. :flowerforyou: