Mommy of 2 in Miami, FL

gigglyhippy

Hi!! So I've used this site before but never consistent. I always felt like I had to hide the fact that I was trying to lose weight and not let people know. The truth is, I'm big and I am trying to lose the weight and I shouldn't be ashamed of it. I suffered from an eating disorder about 4 years ago or so and even though I am better these days, the thoughts still haunt you. I went from 360 lbs to 90 lbs in less than a year about 4 years ago. Then I had my 2nd child and I let myself go. I am not up to 360 like I was before, I am in the 200 range though and I am tired of feeling like this. A good friend of mine started to workout with me so I have some support. I am just looking for other people to talk with or just even to support each other. We live in a very shallow world and I'm a musician and I know how cruel this world can be to heavy set individuals. I've experience both worlds of thin and fat. I just want to be healthy, not thin or fat.... Healthy for my kids, my life, and my future.

Wishing everyone the best journey and success. Much love!!

Blessings