diet-need motivation and friends-nightshift

sabimausl85

hello there

i just recently am about to start my weight loss after christmas.
my job made me come to the united states. i ve been here for 2 1/2 years now. and in june 2013 my time here in the states will end. and i will go back home to germany.
i ve always gained, lost, gained, lost... max 220lbs, right now 184, wish for 165...
since my life will kind of start again in june, i ll take my last 5 months here in the states to try another diet.
for me its not hard to start it, just to keep doing it without the cheating... first there is just one cookie, then there is the weekend, lets dine out, oh i want a drink. ah **** the diet, i love food.....there it goes.
well i work nights too, so i am basically working against my biorythm...

i just need some motivation, so i can surprise my family when i come home!!!