I need some MOTIVATION PLZ!

GOAL:135 LBS
WAS: 191 LBS
NOW: 149 LBS

I'm a very strict person when It comes to eating healthy.
But sometimes just like most ppl I fail when I don't want to!
I'm struggling with HBP, Pre Diabetic, Anxiety & Depression so I easily gain weight BLAH, Sux =/
But I know In God's hands everything will b alright! :) STAYING POSITIVE <3
I LOVE motivating people As I love to be motivated as well! (not just me being the only one motivating)
I need MFP friends who are on top of their games & who are finally fed up with their weight! Ppl who want to go through this journey with me, ITS HARD, but It's just time to change! No wasting more time! :)
If You fit that, add me!!
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