staying motavated

Yorkshirelass2

So i haven't been on here in a very long time. I lost all motavation and drive to do anything. I still worked out and lost nothing. I am now feeling blah with myself and hate the thought of the hubby even looking at me. I need something more to motavate me. Every time i get into a real good plan and my day is sorted out i get sick. My Epilepsy or Syncope kicks in and i am out for a few days.. it's hard to keep up with when your body doesn't want to co operate lol.. that and when you have no one to keep you going