the little engine that could

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Remeber the movie The Little Engine That Could? Thats me. I think i can get a handle on this new lifestyle change. I think i can get into shape. I think i can lose my goal weight.

I am mid-thirties with 2 kids under 10. My current weight pushes 200lbs and I'm barely 5 feet tall. My current BMI calls me obese. I am on my 4th attempt since my son was born to lose weight, 75 pounds in all. Easily discouraged and tremendously short on support I am practically alone in my attempt, or at least so it feels. This time is going to be different, this time i want this just as much as i need this and that's why this time I WILL be able to do this.