I found my Serenity.
Tatiyanya
Posts: 255 Member
First time today, in history of universe I am happy.
I'm pleased with how I look .
Even better.
I'm pleased with how I look naked
THAT never happened before, ever.
I've been strugling with weight and body image forever. No matter where the scale was and how others percived me I was this ugly shapeless blob in my own eyes. .
I was repulsed by myself equally at 120kg (260lbs) as I was at 80 (175lbs). Heck, when I recently gained some due to birth control I hated myself all the same, despite being in healthy weight and body fat range at the 70kg(..155lbs?) ..
I guess what I'm trying to say is that sometimes it's all in our head and the high expectations or distorted image we have of ourselfs is effectively robbing us from the good feels.
Because we should be proud for every kg/lbs we get rid of in healthy way.
Proud and prancing for the wonderfull transformations most of us went through, from morbidly obeese and quite often seriously sick to healthy, slim and much more physicaly fit.
I'm all yoda now, filled with eternal wisdom and whatnot,but it took me way too long to realise the magnificence of the road I went through.
And waaaaaaaaaaay to long to like the body I'm wearing.
Sure it aint perfect, sure the boobs could be bigger for proper hourglass figure. Sure I could srsly pass on some marks and scars and dont even get me started on cellulite.
But I /like it/, how it is now, with imperfections and with the sexy parts.
I like it enough to stop here, start maintaining rather than trying to lose.
Start embracing rather than fighting with it.
Heck, first time ever I'm like "hell, I'd /do/ me, despite the crazy, I'd do me more than once"
~260 lbs/120kg
~150lbs / 68kg
Be proud of ever step you take towards healthy and better you. Dont obsess about the results but EMBRACE the living hell out of the journey.
And hottamn, love yourself ,platonically, romantically and sekshually.
Its Valentines Day after all.
Edit: You know what this forum needs? Friggin "preview post" button. -.-
I'm pleased with how I look .
Even better.
I'm pleased with how I look naked
THAT never happened before, ever.
I've been strugling with weight and body image forever. No matter where the scale was and how others percived me I was this ugly shapeless blob in my own eyes. .
I was repulsed by myself equally at 120kg (260lbs) as I was at 80 (175lbs). Heck, when I recently gained some due to birth control I hated myself all the same, despite being in healthy weight and body fat range at the 70kg(..155lbs?) ..
I guess what I'm trying to say is that sometimes it's all in our head and the high expectations or distorted image we have of ourselfs is effectively robbing us from the good feels.
Because we should be proud for every kg/lbs we get rid of in healthy way.
Proud and prancing for the wonderfull transformations most of us went through, from morbidly obeese and quite often seriously sick to healthy, slim and much more physicaly fit.
I'm all yoda now, filled with eternal wisdom and whatnot,but it took me way too long to realise the magnificence of the road I went through.
And waaaaaaaaaaay to long to like the body I'm wearing.
Sure it aint perfect, sure the boobs could be bigger for proper hourglass figure. Sure I could srsly pass on some marks and scars and dont even get me started on cellulite.
But I /like it/, how it is now, with imperfections and with the sexy parts.
I like it enough to stop here, start maintaining rather than trying to lose.
Start embracing rather than fighting with it.
Heck, first time ever I'm like "hell, I'd /do/ me, despite the crazy, I'd do me more than once"
~260 lbs/120kg
~150lbs / 68kg
Be proud of ever step you take towards healthy and better you. Dont obsess about the results but EMBRACE the living hell out of the journey.
And hottamn, love yourself ,platonically, romantically and sekshually.
Its Valentines Day after all.
Edit: You know what this forum needs? Friggin "preview post" button. -.-
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"You can't take the sky from me"
Some great results from you, well done! I hope one day i can truly be happy with myself.0 -
You look gorgeous . well done!:flowerforyou:0
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You look amazing! Congrats :flowerforyou:0
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Good for you! You look amazing and even better is how you feel about yourself. Keep up the good work!0
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You look beautiful!! Great job!!0
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Awesome! You look amazing!!0
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wow girl, looking great. No need for a bigger chest. I would be very pleased with a figure like that, and, I might add, SERENITY. that is gold!0
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Look at that TINY waist!! WOWZA!! You look amazing, congratulations on all your hard work!0
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Fantastic well done0
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Well spoken. And you look fabulous!0
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Great post and great advice, quite inspirational! You look fabulous! Keep it up!0
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Whooo! Great job! This has really gotten me motivated on my mental journey as well as physical.
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Me reading this thread...
Siouxsie!!! Cool!.
Wow...you look so pretty.
Boobies! (sorry)
Great work; you look amazing.0 -
Awesome. You look terrific! Congrats! :flowerforyou:0
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Thank you all for kind words
Also, hell yeah Siouxie. I miss that tshirt..
Was my fav for long time tho (XXL >>), and didnt survive high levels of exploataion !0 -
Good for you! 0
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that's amazing!!0
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You look AMAZING !! Great work and greater attitude. WAY TO GO !!0
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Va Va Va Voom! Great job!0
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I'm pleased with how I look naked
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Awesome work, both physically and on your own internal things.
And can I just say? I'd do you too.
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:flowerforyou:
You are gorgeous and inspiring!0 -
You look amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Great job.0 -
wow great job you are hottt0
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You don't think your boobs are big enough for the perfect hourglass? I think they look perfect for YOUR size and shape! Glad you've learned to love yourself. Best feeling ever, right?
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:flowerforyou:0
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Your beauty is shining through on the outside and inside. Serenity now, serenity forever.0
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I envy your state of serenity - I am finding it very elusive. And you look stunningly gorgeous.0
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"You can't take the sky from me"
Some great results from you, well done! I hope one day i can truly be happy with myself.
i so totally sang the verse in my head after reading the topic line too!
OP you look great.... and I love your awesome attitude..Rock on!0 -
You look AMAZING! and you story is AWESOME! Great work!0
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